thanks. thank u for wat u have impacted on me. u gave birth to me. raise me up. watch me grow. but til now. i doubt u understand me. issit because i change or u. i find it so hard to communicate to u. watever i say is always wrong. to u, im worthless. i cant be compared to my sis.
i cant feeling jealous over her sometime. both me n her is yr daughter. can u dun be so biased?
wateva i say is always wrong. u keep asking me not to influence her. she is my sister. i also wan to have the best for her. y mus u always think tat i will influence her? u make me sound like im those ah lian and ill-breed girls. m i tat bad in yr eyes?
i feel like u r totally heck-caring me. can u show some concerned not? when she slightly fail one subject. u scream top of yr lungs. but me? u feel like im gone case. when i stayed out late? have u ever called me? is always e one i call u. i dunno y. i feel so unwanted.
wateva wrong i do, u kick a big fuss out of it. saying tat such small things i also cannot do properly. i felt so irritated. when we quarrel, i feel like giving in to u but wat u said really hurts me. even tat time i say i wan to leave home, u jus say '' go ahead. i see hu give u e money to spend''. i feel tat im so unwanted in tis family tat with or without me, it doesnt make any difference. do u noe hw hurt m i? u din.
yes. i might appear strong but towards kinship. i dun. i feel so insecure. y cant i be like other ppl? i jus wan to be the daughter tat ur proud of. e one u put me dwn rlly irritate me. dun ever blame me if things turn out badly. i suppose both of us need cousciling.